Que Hiciste?

Future dosen't pass..
And the past won't overtake the present
All that remains,is an obsolete illusion ..
-Epica(Phantom Agony)

At times I think this is what I have done all my life...lived in some kind of a bubble.Or in my own dreams..or in denial.This feeling overpowers me when I have unrealistic deadlines to meet,and the back of my mind curses me for not planning beforehand,keeping worst case scenario in mind.

Noone would believe I am a certified risk manager looking at my lifestyle.I either underestimate situations(till they gobble me up), or live in fear (so that the danger that looms large makes me numb.)
Right now,the situation is a little terse.People around are asking me to take it easy.But my mind refuses to let go.Morning,noon,night and day.... I have the same thought.

Do we dream at night
or do we share the same old fantasy
I am a silhouette
of the person wandering in my dreams

I know just one thing though....whatever be the future....there would definitely be some way to face it.There has to be.