this is why i'm hot

Everyone has a certain amount of pride .And people just love to hurt it,directly or indirectly .

Some of us have silly thores of senseless "huh-who-are-you-to-evaluate-me" .I get mine too.
It so happened that One of my swell friends told me that his sister-in-law wasn't "all-that-good-looking"(in guys' language that translates to trash-looker or married only because of the hefty dowry )...Very next day he told me that his sister-in-law looks very much like me.

Not that I need to tell you what i inferred and what I must have felt .

Oh yeah! every girl knows her worth..and has done self-appraisal a zillion times a day in her life.But being told that you are not "comely enough" is always a huge dent into your self-esteem.

Then there are times when you get into girly-secret moment with your pretty sibling and tell her about the guy who is persuing you ,and you get some reply like " has he seen your photo ?" Now this one throws you off the balance badly ,making you feel like you are a devastatingly ugly duckling.so dosen't matter what you do/say ,coz at the end of the day that's what you will remain .

But then,Who decides what's beautiful?Something that's appealing to eyes?Is that all?I don't know.I just think inspite of what anyone says....you have a certain amount of beauty inside you...the fire within you .That noone can steal from you,neither would it ever deplete.It's your individuality that can always make you sing (lyrics altered for author's benefit)..

This is why i'm hot,this is why i'm hot
I am hot coz i'm flawed...you ain't coz you're not ..This is why ,this is why ..this is why i'm hot