scared ...scared

I am scared again ...happiness is so transitory..

I have found a bunch of friends finally in this city...andI am scared that after our annual event is over ..I will again be all alone ...talking to myself ....being with myself...going to movies ,restaraunts all alone.

But probably ,thats a gift in disguise..like couple of dayz back when I was sitting in the backyard watching autumn leaves falling in twilight ...God ! What beauty !..I am sure I would have missed it if I would have been chatting with someone...
And like they say ,better alone than in a bad company