let me go

In the end I guess I had to fall

Always find my place among the ashes ..

All that happiness seems to have faded away ...replaced by the same farce I dread so much ..The dread that makes me pull myself inside the curtains of self-seclusion ...that urges me to cut myself off the world and be with my music and cry,laugh,sing all alone...It's sad that it died inside of me ...Would it rise back ?

Probably it's just inertia that has sprung up from an unknown fear...of losing of being a part of an eternal lacuna ..I donno ..

Here in the darkness I know myself

Can't break free until i let it go.......