runaway

i wanna runaway ,never say goodbye
i wanna know the truth instead of wondering why
i wanna know the answers ,no more lies
i wanna shut the doors ...and open up my mind

i ws born with stupor...and was quite thankful...but of late this stupor has changed to a piercing pain...I can't sleep ..i can't wake up ..i can't laugh and i can't cry ...and the numb state i used to be so thankful of dosen't come.. All the time i feel as if Iam walking on shards of glass .........I am unhappy ...and this unhappiness disagrees to dissipate ...
I wish i could go back to my happy go lucky state ..forget everyone everything ...but then this is the time when i will get to open my eyes .....
So it shouldn't hurt much