Pining for Cobain....

I always think i am practical... of late i have realised i amn't.. i have realised i am a sentimental fool.. and this began the day i fell in love with Cobain.
It started as a stupid crush... some friend brought a cd of his.. i heard "the man who sold the world.".. i saw him with foreign eyes..my friend whispered..listen,don't go mushy,that's a David Bowie Song..they are just redoing it.
For me, who dosen't believe in destiny...Haah!!! He started haunting me.. i read as much stuff about him as i could... became a cobain expert...listened to all his songs over and over again.
I got obsessed with him.. i would flush while reading the endearing " Curt Cobain..the blond one" on his cds..
When i ask myself what draws me to him... i donno... He is/was opposite of what i like .. he was a drug-addict,and these drugs finished him off...but..but what??
I pine for him,always... and i feel like singing to him
Set me free ,your heaven's a lie
Set me free of your love